Memories.

*i miss them badly!

school was crap today! its was totally boring when the babes are not in the class. Tze Jing and Zhee Laine went for band practice, Tsui San went for prefect's jamuan. i'm like wtf? staying in the class alone, sitting alone, dray dreaming. those moments in pahang keep appearing in my mind. it makes me misses it so so so much! those patriotic songs especially.
gah, it was seriously a damn memorable moment with everyone in it. especially those awesome seniors. ): they gonna leave next year. *sniffs*

i so dont wanna go to school anymore. i told my dad, and he said "i think better go la, later they mark u absent" so whaaaat la? its so fucking boring weih! holidays is around also. SIGH. sucks!
i hope one day i can hang out with the choir seniors, which is impossible i guess. cause i gonna be awkward. >< Never mind :D

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p/s: I MISS PAHANG, I MISS EVERYONE IN CHOIR D:
p/s: i love choir cause it rocks! (: i hope i can remain in the same team like now. <3 (L)

National Competition in Pahang.

6/11 Friday.
skipped school that day, cause going Pahang for competition. went to school in the morning with the best friend. as usual she did her "stalking" and got hyper up. meet with the others choir members in taman herba, kind of kena scolded by president cause we are not punctual. had warm up and run through the songs and we headed to Pahang.
Coach ask us to rest ourselves and sleep in the bus. unfortunately, it takes sometimes cause we were kind off excited lol. reached there around noon, and we checked in the resort that we are staying. its nice, clean and comfortable. my roommate is callie, beatrice, mabel, nicole, shao jun and yee hsuen. i was in the same room with callie and beatrice. both form4 seniors.
obviously i gonna be awkward, i dont even dare to talk to them. i scared i say something wrong. lol. had dinner in some places. it was really grand and stuffs. when we are on the way there, all the cars have to stop by the side and let us go first. suddenly feel like we are those very important people. hahaha.
came back to our room and jump onto the bed and slept, it was really tiring after whole day of travelling.

first picture of the day, i look weird with my right face. lol

our room.

our luggage, our room was seriously messy. lol

Baboon, spot our coach behind. lol

Yat Kuan ; Naomi ; Kar Yee

Mabel.

this picture shows like we are strangers. lol. Rushan looks nice in Sari, she's hot :) yes i know i'm short.

Vi Jia.

Kar Yee ; Beatrice ; Vi Jia.

Beatrice ; Kar Yee ; Ryan ; Me. I look weird.

BFF, look what you spot 8D

7/11 Saturday.
woke up early in the morning around 5 to get ready everything. with costume and make up. didnt really had a good sleep. only 3 to 4 hrs of sleep. was really tired. after breakfast, we had practice for our saringan. our coach keep saying that we are bad, we cant get in top 8. we really tried our best to sing out. but our pitch went flat i guess. when the results announce, we are last team yet the first team to be call. lol. i meant yeah, we got 8th. so we get to get into finals. everyone was satisfied. unexecpeted. Finals was at night. while waiting for the competition to start, i had fun with the two form 4 seniors, Roshni and Justin. They were seriously damn funny. they wanna learn chinese from me. i'm like so awkward. believe not they both can speak chinese. ahah.
that moment was really super fun for me, i appreciate (: i dont think i got another chance to talk to them like that anymore. (: results was announced after that. i thought i was dreaming when we got in top 5. its really damn unexpected. there were many strong teams. stronger than us dont know how many times. lol. we got 4th place among 16 teams. everyone was satisfied.
i expect top 3 though, but never mind, its good enough already.
the form 4 seniors came to our room at night. they slept in our room. lol. of course i'm not involve la. so we dont really sleep well too.

Baboon!

had gossip session with Kar Yee, Nicole and Naomi. It was fun :)

8/11 Sunday.
pack everything and we left Pahang for Selangor. we visited the beach there. it was nice. SS-ed alot as usual. haha. well, i seriously gained alot of experience from this competition. i get to see how strong the others teams are. oh wait, i forgotten to mention top 5, Champion goes to Sabah, 1st runner up goes to Kedah, 2nd runner up goes to Johor, 4th goes to SEAFIELD, SELANGOR, 5th goes to Pahang.
It was really awesome. get to be in the same with seniors, get to know them well. get to laugh with them. they are seriously damn fun. (:

Sand.

Kar Fai ; Nicole ; Me.

Nice scenery.

sea shells. was looking for it with Nicole :D

was bored, haha. my feet !

Justin Wong Ping Shen the KP which has girl's chinese name. AHAH.

Kwee Wei Qin the one with plenty of nicknames lol. kay i look le-tarded as usual.

the baboon.

Wei Qin conducting for the moment while we were "performing" haha.

As usual 24/7 with the video cam. haha.

the 3 musketeers quoted aunty yvonne :D

Lets Jump! baboon cant jump xD

The guys being dirty as usual, whats our coach doing? LOL

awesome jump! hahah not bad eh weiqin XD

they are constipated hahaha. actually i missed the jump :P

kiss my nose xD

LOL, look at her sunglass. relfection? :D

Nicole is emo ing.

She's not, she's acting :P i meant posing :P

with his pro photography skills. lol

babooon.

Finally updated everything, for more pictures and for the video, visit my facebook profile :D

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p/s: i wont forget that moment, it was seriously damn fun. i'm not jealous, i cant talk to him like how normal people do. i have to depend on the situation only i can. sigh. it hurts :\
p/s: my camera quality seriously sucks. i need a new one badly :(

What a tiring day! whole day busy, was dead tired during maths tuition just now. okay i not gonna talk alot cause its late now, i think i better go to sleep or not i'm dead. lol.
kinda disappointed with my science marks again, but i did improve a little. But still remain B, sigh.
Didn't really study today, many people absent, i bet tomorrow lagi more people absent lol. including me! woohoo!
Pahang here we come in another few hours more :D I'm hyper, excited, nervous, afraid. sigh. we'll do our best i guess (:

Thanks babes, Zi Ming, Mei Yee, Edward, Elaine and the others for those good luck wishes, appreciate lots! :D Oh yeah, and my sis too. LOL. she post up in her facebook and i saw. aww. but she is annoying lol.
hmm, she gonna be one of us next year :D

Kay, Off !

p/s: my blog wont be updated til Sunday, bare with me :D
p/s: hope i got those pictures i wanted :)

Did nothing in school at all LOL! Besides returning SPBT books, choir practice, give out test papers, the rest is talk among ourselves non stop. lol.
the best friend had band practice too today, so yeah. nothing much la. laughed like some mad people in choir today. my cheeks hurt. lol. and the best friend keep laughing like nobody business. lol. "zhong guo ming cha" *inside joke*

having our last practice tomorrow. it gonna be bored and tiring and a few hours of practice :\ hope everything worth it, we have been sacrificing our time. i guess? :]
wasn't satisfied with my damn maths results sigh. i suck, i suck. i dont wanna have streaming next year! :( Hope so.

anyway, brother, cheer up la :] Do more revision next time, i'm not that good either. cheer up yo, BEAN 1 :D *inside joke* Dont so frustrated (L)

during BI lesson, teacher didnt teach. so quite lots of guys came to our table again. like, brother, hanjin, kahweng, brian, william etc etc. was discussing maths paper with the so call genius chaitzejing :P LOL. i was sitting there looking and try to understand.
hanjin just cant stop making people laugh. super duper damn lame. lol. Han Jin under estimate me! he say i wont score A for maths or whatever. hmmph. lan ci lah now, u ngam ngam A only kay? :P bwahahah :P

should i pack now or tomorrow? should i use trolley or hand carry luggage? ><

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p/s: not that excited YET. Lol :P
p/s: i feeel uncomfortable lar, anyway its over. dont like that okay? i dont have those feelings already.

finals are over finally (; well, i should be hyper now. yeah i did hyper after the last paper. everyone screamed. now i dont wanna know about my results.

gonna return SPBT book tomorrow. what should i do now is focus on every single practices for the national competition. its just this friday. i know it gonna be fun and also gonna be tiring (: hope everything goes well.

currently in the bad mood, it sucks. sigh. some one make me hyper back? :(

i seriously dont know whats the reason. ugh.

p/s: trying out onsugar. not bad though. but still not used to it yet.

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One more day, One day more! :D Hahahaha, i'm so hyper. i sounded like i finish PMR or SPM paper. LOL. ahh who cares :D :P
some embarrass thing happened in class today, while we are having PSV 3 and that retarded came in to our class. which she forever cant control our class -.-
a group of guys were disturbing a guy who was busy painting his art.. and the guy got angry and start to fight with one of the guy. which is a disaster. it is super scary. hit each other. even pants got out wtf. pity some of the girls, their art kena dirtied by them. sigh. those water pour onto the floor. my paint all over the floor ><
hmm.. was kinda unhappy cause my paint is damn freaking new. lol. never mind. kesian brother though, he was sitting down in the middle of the fight, cause he cant get out! lol. guys nowadays. vandalism. Aih.

after Moral paper, PSV 3, Maths 1 tomorrow its overrrrr. muahahahahah :P Then i hope i gonna have fun in pahang with the seniors although the competition gonna be erm erm kinda stressful. but.. hope get to enjoy with them, cause they are freaking lame and fun :D Especially the guys. hahaha.

kay, kay, kay (:

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Videos during Shi Da Yi Yan.


the singers singing Mamma Mia's songs, awesome (:




Andrew singing Tian Hou !!


Luo Yi Shi singing Xuan Zhuan Ai :D


p/s: sorry for the cacated video quality >< Camera quality not that good, ahah.

is that baju kurung odd? or does it looks old on me? lol

2 more days of exam! aaaaaaaaahahaha. quick quick quick!
i did NOT study these two days, although i dont have any confidence in that two papers. sigh.
tomorrow seni paper again! wtf, drawing another shit out again. wtf. hope science paper 1 is easy >< i wanna score, i wanna score!
mm.. did nothing these two days. bored.
oh yeah, our class attendance was 0 yesterday. hahaha oh my gosh xD like for the first time, awesome :P hahaha.

was fetching my sis home from her friend's birthday party, i passed by my kindergarten. oh my gosh, it reminds me so much fun i had during childhood. those friendly teachers in there.. awww. 8 years already since i go there. i wonder do those teachers still regconise me? haha, i dont think so (:

i-dont-know-what-to-update.

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p/s: paaaahaaaaaang :P

this gonna be a kinda emo-ish post though, can leave if you want (:
i just wanna make things clear, i hope you dont misunderstand.
the first time i chat with you, i feel that you are a nice and friendly person, and i'm comfortable with it AT FIRST.
but since that day, after talking to you face to face, i realise that i actually dont feel comfortable with you at all.
maybe cause of your desperate-ness or whatever. i cant bare with people who wanna follow me everywhere when i'm with my friends. i meant like stalkers.
i know you wanna spend time with me, but cant you depend on the situation?
this prove that, you dont know me well. i'm sorry.
and i dont know you well either. i hope you understand.
i know some guys want girls that always at his side everytime, but i'm not.
i want guys beside me when i'm alone, if i'm with my friends, i dont need the accompaniment.
yes, i'm weird. but thats myself. i just wanna be myself. i'm not praising myself.
i'm just telling how i feel. i dont know how to handle relationships, i want friendships and also relationships, but i know i cant. i bet friendships is better. right? sigh, i dont know.
conclusion, i treat you as my friend, dont be over desperate kay?

the most comfortable person i ever chat with is him. the one who keep making me laugh or hyper or smile.
but i guess now i dont have the chance, but never mind, i rather talk to you face to face more than chatting or sms. (:
i have been frustrating over 3 guys already, i dont wanna be frustraing anymore. its suffering.
it will make you non stop thinking, and imagine many stupid stuffs. i hope i wont fall in love with anyone. ><
but i'll get jealous easily, ah crap. i shall control it. hmm.

kay la, enough of emo-ness :)
humors from last time is not true anymore la. i dont have that kind of feelings already. but sometimes might have? hmm, but mostly wont (=

2 more days of finals! quick quick !
i wanna have fun in pahang with the choir peeps :D it will be fun i guess, and also stressful? ><
the competition is so scary, eeeeeeeek. try our best to get in top5! (:
go choir :D

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p/s: ish bloody hell seni again on monday, gonna draw another piece of shit again lol.
p/s: although i cant get that 3 person, but i hope we will be damn bloody close, cause you guys are fun :D

my mood is swinging again.
i hope i can retake the final exam for this time.
WHY I SO USELESS?
WHY I SO LAZY?
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SOBS.


p/s: i cant be jealousing :(